Open Question: i feel like im insignificant just an option or 2nd all the time whats wrong with me?
i have depression and im on med and seek counseling as a child my mother always told mei was a worthless peice of s*it nearly everyday. i havent been around her in 7 yrs but her effects still seem to take ahold of me. i am a freshman in college this year and i have gone thru 2 roomates both of which have left me for “better friends of theirs” my recent roomate san left me last week to move down the hall with a friend. she has clinical depression and is never happy about anything and blows the smallest things out of proportion so we fought quite alot. when she had panic attacks or episodes i was always there for her as a friend but she seems to take that for granted now that she left she barely talks to me. she had plans to move off campus into an apt next year. but that idea hit a snag so she may be staying in the dorms. but i dont think she has plans to move back in with me. she claimed it was her depression and se wanted to “save our friendship” so she left im am mad why??